Years ago I decided to buy a gift for myself on Mother’s Day and Christmas, knowing it would be a gift from my children.
For those of you who read my blog, social media posts, and my book know that goldfinches represent my children to me. I feel my children when I see them and those beautiful birds fill my heart with love.
My husband, Todd, and I went shopping on Mother’s Day for finch feeders. We went to our local Wild Birds Unlimited® and the store associate was so kind and helpful. I felt like a kid in a candy store. I finally decided on my finch feeder as well as another bird feeder for the new shepherd hook I had at home. After purchasing the feeder and seed, Todd and I headed home to assemble my gifts.
We strategically placed those feeders so I could see them from my kitchen window as well as from my sunroom. My sunroom is my favorite room in my house. And since May, I find myself spending more time in that room just so I can sit and watch my birds. I have a wide variety of birds regularly now, including several finches.
On July 10th, the 20 year anniversary of losing my children, I took the day off work and stayed home. It was a beautiful day and I sat outside on the deck. Remarkably two male finches and one female came to the feeder. As I watched and listened to the finches, I thought of my children and sent love to Sean, Jarod, and Brandi.
The feeders were the perfect Mother’s Day gift and I enjoy them every day.
I encourage anyone who is grieving to do the same – find joy in a gift that reminds you of your lost loved one. That gift could be an event, a song, or a tangible gift like a Christmas ornament, a memory book (whether made by you or using something like Shutterfly®, a nightlight…or a bird feeder. These gifts remind me to have courage and strength as I go through life without my children. They help me feel connected to them. When I hear the song, “My Heart Will Go On” by Celine Dion, I always stop and say, “Hello, Brandi. I love and miss you!”
Find your “bird feeder” and let it fill your heart with the love of your lost loved one!
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